Big help from ma big sista
post Tuesday, September 22, 2009 speech bubble 0 comment(s)

Its no use.
Crying 'till 5 in the morning..?
Yea,that's just bullshit. I'd even called Weng (personal psychiatrist-haha) at like..4 in the morning? WOW. Poor thing.Had to listen to an old hag wail her heart out.

And I really thought that I'd forget everthing the next day.But,when my eyes are open.Its still there.The empty hollowness.My appetite was gone again.Mum said I lost weight.Yeah right.

Just when I really thought my life was really over...I thought about my sis.And....told her everything.Well,surprisingly.She gave the best of advices.She's been through so much MORE than me.And,she thought me things in just like...30 minutes? Well,yeah.

I've came down to a conclusion.Its me who made all these happen in the first place.I need to take responsibility for myself too.Yes,I've confirmed my feelings.And Im not about to run from it anymore.I love him.A LOT it hurts sometimes.But,if I've missed what I've missed,then its over. Im not scared of my own feelings anymore.Im walking on. Into the war of SPM. Until the end. Im not gonna let anyting ANYTHING at all stand in my way.



Thanks to Weng.
Thanks to my sis all the way aat Singapore.
You guys rock.
Im no longer scared. Im not gonna be tied down by any of my feelings anymore.

Peace to all.
sasukehiroshi.

Hi lovely reader. I'm an Interactive Media Student, currently residing in Sunny Singapore. I enjoy a cup of tea, working in my happy corner, losing track of time. I daydream a lot and have a love for analogue cameras.


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