 Fresh Start?
Lately,I'd been less depressed. Thanks to my new found TRUSTED friend (winks at sarah hintly) In god's name. Amen. Before. I was always the cry baby. Always mourning for what I've lost. What i don't have. So much,that I'd forgotten about what I have NOW.In the PRESENT. Something surprising had just occured 2 days ago. It caught me by surprise,so much,that I cried on spot while reading it. i KNOW its a very. VERY. silly decision..to head back into that cold,dark,ENDLESS shit hole again.And i really REALLY dint wanna go through the same horrible process. But since this is what I've prayed for.Maybe...just MAYBE i should give it a chance? No,not straight for where we'd left it.BUT a chance to earn my trust back.This time,its not only my trust he must earn,but my whole family's and friends'.To me,it seemed kinda impossible.But for now,I can do nothing but wait.And guard my heart. (As my bestie had suggested to me) I sincerely pray that all will go well. If our fate are never meant to be,dear lord,I pray that our commitment will not go on too deep for it will hurt.And this time,I really might just go insane. |
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Sunday, April 11, 2010 