 So, why am I behaving like I'm still in love?
I've managed to keep him out of my life well so far. Until he decides to pop up at my chat box for no reason. It really annoys me a lot. Yen, I need you to stay out of my life. Period. Its one small favour I ask. Because your presence (even a tiny one) is enough to topple over the effort I have been building. One thing I hate about twitter is, I can't block you off permanently. It gets on my nerve whenever I have the urge to stalk you a little. And my heart would tighten whenever I visit you. I can't seem to breathe. All the symptoms I can't dispose of. Today I told Sarah what might be the truth. That I miss you. A lot, in fact. Not knowing how you are now kills me. What kills me most is seeing how you can do it so easily. Here I am, pathetically still struggling. Though.I'm proud to say, your existence in my heart doesn't hurt that much anymore. My tears won't fall for you anymore. So please. Stop leaving your footsteps around. One day...maybe, I will be able to look at you with no emotions remaining. |
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