Wednesday, August 10, 2011 0 comment(s)

It was so close.yet so far. We lost to a bunch of GRADUATES who are OLD ENOUGH to become lecturers. Friggin' 27-28ish rich kids who each drives a Peugeot. Now tell me how is that fair?

Anyway, we got onto the finalists. So, no complaints there.

Throughout the WHOLE crowbar thing. From the absolute beginning to the end, it had brought me NOTHING but troubles.

I know I really shouldn't point fingers, but this has gone too far.

I thought I could trust her. I was wrong. She was the one who told me my lecturer didn't want us to breathe a word to anyone about the competition. Said, he didn't wanna cause any stirs. Then there she was, openly discussing with her close friend, (no name) INFRONT of my own close friends. If she can't keep the promise, why make one in the first place?? She has NO IDEA at all what kind of position she put me in. I feel...framed. Maybe that's why she doesn't have much friends? I don't know. I tried to reach out to her during the Crowbar competition period though... I really did. But, she's just not the friend material I look for. It's actually tiring being with her. But for Crowbar? I didn't have a choice. We were in the same team. I couldn't complain. So I cooperated with her, until the end.

I have individually explained to Shah and Elaine AFTER the competition. They were pretty upset about it, which was also the main reason to why I broke down the other day during Project 2 briefing. Shah understood, but...I'm not too sure about Elaine. She still seem upset about it. I have also caused some damages to Xiu Mei as well according to (no names) and I will take full responsibility. I really hate having to handle her sometimes because she's too...fragile and can hold on to grudges for longgggg, but she's still my friend and everyone has their own flaws. So. I'm gonna give it a shot. I'll have to make things clear and explain my actions. If she still can't accept it, then it's out of my hands. At least I've tried.

Over and out.