Tuesday, January 3, 2012 0 comment(s)

Dear Orange. I am really glad to have gathered my courage and had the talk with you.

Leaning against the kitchen cupboards, hand in hand, giving each other courage as we filled in the blanks of what happened the past eight months we've been away from each other.

My conclusion? We are in a real mess, and we need to get out of it soon. It hurt me to see how unhappy you are. You kept saying how you are not worth to me and that I should just leave you there. Well, I hate to say this but that is against my nature. You know I will never do that to you. You told me I shouldn't have forgiven you after what you have done to me, I smiled and told you 'I forgive you.' You told me about the other special girl you hold in your heart now, I feel happy for you, despite you comparing me with her. It hurt. But it doesn't matter.

Always know that I will be there. When you feel all hope is gone, that, there is no one to trust anymore, please know that, I will be there, somewhere in this world, silently praying for you.

I sincerely hope you find love again, as I am doing the same.

So this is the end, I shall say no more.

A close friend had told me the other day, "There is no such thing as right or wrong in a relationship. Be it good or bad, you still learn and earn yourself a new experience.'

Grape, something fresh at the moment. Another thing to think about.

over and out.